It’s been a week now. Believe it or not, it has been a hard week. For her and for me. I try my best to be empathetic, to remove myself and look at things from her perspective. But, as she says, I don’t feel her pain. I don’t think her thoughts. I don’t actually see her point of view. So I return to myself, because with me there are things that I actually can help.
I’ve tried my best of showing her that I love her. And yesterday she said that she knows that she loves me, which is an accomplishment for me, since I’ve tried to show it in different ways than my usual ones.
But right now it has been a week. And in that week, I feel that I have sacrificed myself. Even though she now truly knows that I love and care about her, I haven’t felt love in the only way that I know how.
It has been a week.
The most terrifying thing is that I am actually accepting it. Thus I’m realizing that I’m distancing myself from her. Things she used to do, that could make up for the sacrifice don’t work for me anymore. It’s like I have become apathetic. I am afraid of losing interest. I am afraid that one of these days, my flame, my energy will fade away.
I already do not care about certain things, but I don’t want to not care about her.
I had no idea this picture would spread so much and so quickly.
The artist that made this is Uno Moralez.
http://unomoralez.com/ this is his website
http://thetripatorium.com/tags/tag/uno+moralez this is the site where I found this picture
